Last time, I wrote about leaving a little room to hear someone else.
At my first estate sale, I wondered whether an object might have something to say, too.
Before Charlotte and I got out of the car, I prayed:
“God, let my life be for the highest good of all.”
I also asked to find the object that wanted to find me
We joined the line in the heat. I had worn long sleeves. Apparently, my spiritual preparation had exceeded my practical preparation.
Someone mentioned the expensive dresses inside. A monarch flew past us, and for a moment Charlotte and I had something else to look at.
An estate sale is a strange way to meet someone. You walk through rooms full of things they chose to keep, with so little of the story that made them worth keeping.
I picked up a vase. It was pretty. I tried to want it.
Then I put it back.
I could admire something and leave it where it was. This felt like useful information to acquire before entering another room full of things for sale.
Behind a dusty lawn mower, beautiful cursive caught my eye.
Someone had written on the back of a frame.
I picked it up and wiped away the dust. A message from one sister to another.
Someone had held this same object and thought of someone she loved.
I stood there holding it, too.
Charlotte suggested I turn it around.
On the front:
You are a daughter of the King.
You are a bright and beautiful light.
Shine on.
I had asked for something to speak to me. Now I was reading words that had never been written for me, wondering how they had managed to reach me anyway.
I bought the frame.
Also a bin of hangers and pink scrubs. The experience remained committed to being an estate sale.
The frame came home with me. I keep thinking about the moment I turned it over.
How much I would have missed if I had only looked at the front.
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